i have

two places to blog
well isnt that the coolest thing ever?
not really.

im itching to practice.

a lot has gone on

probably more than i can even write on this page.
dont let me bore you with my rants.


i am needing more and more of god everyday that i am not on the road.
when i am out there it is simply just me and god.
when i am not, everything seems to be so much harder.
is it simply because i am escaping reality when i am on tour?
or is it me being so ungrateful when i have to return to reality?

we all have to go through these times to make us who we are.
to see what god really has in store for our lives.
i know that, but at times i want to doubt it so badly.
i know it is only the lies of the devil.