the holidays

are weird, you get that lonely feeling thinking about the past. BUT it's like what better way to spend the holidays with your loving family this is my second Christmas at home and i honestly have to say i loved it a lot. I know we don't have tons of gifts or even a tree like most families. The thought is what counts, i sit here and thank god for what he has given me, and what he has put me through. I have become stronger and still have a long long way to go. Our life is one big learning process its amazing not knowing where I will be at 5 years from now. I had the strength today!

a never ending parade

parade me in please.

i am nothing.
i have nothing.

i will only listen to you if you listen to me.
i am stuck in this frame, this film will end soon enough.

i have to get out soon.
i have to get out soon.


where are you now that i need you.

and in this day

we will find our solace
and in this day
we will find our meaning
and in this day
we will find why we are alive
and in this day
we will find who we are

feeling good

I'm freaking chill dude, things are really starting to roll for the band. God is in control, we have to get ready for the ride. The Experience of a lifetime. I told my job today about me leaving for two weeks for our tour, and I have to go straight up and talk with the big boss! Excited for that more than you know....SIKE! haha I'm outs kicking it with my family.