the holidays

are weird, you get that lonely feeling thinking about the past. BUT it's like what better way to spend the holidays with your loving family this is my second Christmas at home and i honestly have to say i loved it a lot. I know we don't have tons of gifts or even a tree like most families. The thought is what counts, i sit here and thank god for what he has given me, and what he has put me through. I have become stronger and still have a long long way to go. Our life is one big learning process its amazing not knowing where I will be at 5 years from now. I had the strength today!