a lot has gone on

probably more than i can even write on this page.
dont let me bore you with my rants.


i am needing more and more of god everyday that i am not on the road.
when i am out there it is simply just me and god.
when i am not, everything seems to be so much harder.
is it simply because i am escaping reality when i am on tour?
or is it me being so ungrateful when i have to return to reality?

we all have to go through these times to make us who we are.
to see what god really has in store for our lives.
i know that, but at times i want to doubt it so badly.
i know it is only the lies of the devil.

god

is in motion, this whole month has been awesome!
god has blessed us, but we must still keep in mind where he has brought us from.
and never forget why we do this, and why we were blessed with our talents.

god i love you.

i've come a long way, don't let me stop now.

today

i am ready for tour.
i am ready to move forward.
i am ready to not let anything stand in my way.
i am ready to not look back again.



are you?

the holidays

are weird, you get that lonely feeling thinking about the past. BUT it's like what better way to spend the holidays with your loving family this is my second Christmas at home and i honestly have to say i loved it a lot. I know we don't have tons of gifts or even a tree like most families. The thought is what counts, i sit here and thank god for what he has given me, and what he has put me through. I have become stronger and still have a long long way to go. Our life is one big learning process its amazing not knowing where I will be at 5 years from now. I had the strength today!

a never ending parade

parade me in please.

i am nothing.
i have nothing.

i will only listen to you if you listen to me.
i am stuck in this frame, this film will end soon enough.

i have to get out soon.
i have to get out soon.


where are you now that i need you.

and in this day

we will find our solace
and in this day
we will find our meaning
and in this day
we will find why we are alive
and in this day
we will find who we are

feeling good

I'm freaking chill dude, things are really starting to roll for the band. God is in control, we have to get ready for the ride. The Experience of a lifetime. I told my job today about me leaving for two weeks for our tour, and I have to go straight up and talk with the big boss! Excited for that more than you know....SIKE! haha I'm outs kicking it with my family.