its crazy how

much one little thing can ruin your whole day or make it better. I had a very positive vibe today! It helped all kinds for me to get through my day. Friday we play modesto then saturday we go to madera! I watched old videos today of our old shows when we first started and oh my godddd haha we've come a very long way im excited for what god has in store for us. I love him tremendously. This weekend we are going to tear it apart. This is how I worship.

its crazy

how many bands there are nowadays and how many make it then right when they do, its all over. Its funny how so many bands also drag on their career when they/we know its all over already. haha I just want to get out of hollister and make this world my home. tour tour tour. i feel weird right now, i think i had one too many double cheeseburgers haha shiiiiiiiiiii

wrote a song today.

its weird how much of you gets put into a song, i wrote it on piano. How you really feel and where you are at in life comes out. I know i am not the most perfect christian, but i strive to be more and more like christ everyday. Mind you know i am still a human being who makes mistakes and battles with things that come my way, i want god to use me like he never has before. awaken.

not feeling very enthusiastic

i feel like giving up on everything, like living a normal life where i have a career and make decent money with benefits and all that junk. This is what comes in to my mind when i think too much about my current situation. I know god has something so much bigger in store for me than i know. I have to stay on track and know that i am doing what he wants me to do, and when the going gets tough just stick it out and fight through it because when i do that i become stronger and am ready for the next trial that i am supposed to take on. I know that through every situation that i go through there is a lesson to be learned, its amazing how that works when you think about it! I have been having this feeling that after our tour in january we are going to lead normal everyday lives anymore god is going to take us above and beyond what we see or dream of, our band is backed up by a god who through him all things are possible. I know that god is going to be revealed through us and our music, i believe even more than the bands that have paved the way. I say that in the most non-boastful way ever.

go to this show.

we need hekka people to go for us, if all goes well.
we will be able to play with our homies in MCMB

exhuasted

listening to creed its so back in the day, it reminds me of when i lived in san jose. I didnt have practice today took a 45 min. nap that didnt help at all. haha. I remember seeing creed live at the shorline it was awesome! I am so glad that i practiced my guitar today to a metronome it makes me feel good, good timing is the key to being a better guitar player. I have definitely come a long way but still have a long way to go, i love that i have been blessed with this gift/talent from God. I think about the past alot, it needs to get out of my life. Its one of those things that can hold your life down and not let you draw closer to God. I know God knows how i feel and how i see things he hears my prayers and my cries dont go unheard, I just have to fully surrender all that I am to him.

out all night

last night was so sick! All the bands we seen were amazing, definitely worth my 23 dollar ticket! We got to see joe which was sweet, we havent seen him since august. I am feeling good, tired but good. Practice tonight finally i am looking forward to it, gotta cut this short time for church!