long day.

finished up my guitar tracks in the studio today freakin finally. Did a listen through of all the songs and they sound amazing, better than i thought they were going to sound. As soon as i was done went straight back here to hollister to go to work. It was an awesome and eventful day presenting a reward to every student in our program. I headed home had dinner, left to the guys' church for their praise and worship concert series. It went great everything ran smoothly definitely lots of open young people who are looking for answers and are finding them in god. Is it wrong for me to be there are not at my parents church? I feel as if though the church i am a part of doesnt care about how we are doing out here in hollister. I mean obviously not if we are struggling, i just have alot of doubts as to why we a part of the ministry we are a part of. I dont know i feel good when i am with my brothers in all or nothing, we've built a brotherhood that is so tight nit and i feel good when i am side by side with my brothers and worshipping with them. The thing that gets me is it is not my church and i feel like i am abandoning my parents church and the fact that i should be helping them build there church bothers me. I honestly dont know what to do, god is trying to teach me something and im not knowing what it is just quite yet.